Office is really back from hols now.  Phones ringing, e-mails coming in, coffee pot always empty and no paper in the printer.  Lots of people around, not a quiet moment during office hours and no time to think and be creative.  So 'normal' to say it in one word.

I have had lots of energy and good feeling about the work.  Maybe it's just that it's better not to think too much but just work all the time.  During Summer I had this odd moments when I just had too much time and nothing disturbing my bad mood so I thought it's because of the work and maybe I should find something else.  Well it's not, I'm good at what I'm doing and I just need to organise it better to cope with the stressful days.

Yesterday I even thought that my effort is valued.  Feeling that I probably never had in my previous role.  Not that I was not valued then but I didn't think myself that the role and what I did were valuable stuff for the company.  Of course I've always done my job well and always got good feedback, I've had excellent bosses and they knew how to treat people.  But now I feel that it really matters that I'm at this right now.